I have lost 22 pounds since I was released from my last surgery, June 7th. I haven't been able to loose any more weight since then. I went to a workout class right after I was released from my doctor and I fainted. It was humiliating. The "The Tabata Queen" can't even complete a 50 minute class. I'm embarrassed that my past clients have seen me in my state. They have seen my previous before and after picture, but now I feel like a failure. Like I let them down. I would rather sit in my room with my shades drown and lights off than see anyone. I see myself waddle in the reflection of a glass and I just want to cry. This is not who I am. I see pictures of myself and I cringe.